Was this really what we asked for

?????????????? what does this means, its every where. Are we lossing control of life or is it the transition which happened in a flash from childhood to machurity. No not really i belive, i still remember it was yesterday only that i was there in college. Then why today i am working in a company ??????? where did i lost the time in between. Whom should i blame "Is it the wild rush behind a bright future". What is this so called bright future, is it money . But i earn enough money to live well, i always had it . Then why this rush, do i want more. Not really i belive . Then how i missed the transition . Confused am i , let me think hard. No i don't look confused .
Then why this empty filling is there . what am i missing. Does people always skip these transitions in life. Don't know , first time for me. Who can give me the answere. Or i have to search it within me.There are so many things i want to figure out. So many questions ?????????????